Random Thought

Have you ever been in love? horrible isn't it?  It makes me so vulnerable, it opens my chest and its mean that someone can get inside me and mess me up! And more than that, it makes me can't asleep because reality feels better than a dream.  Yes! i'm in love with you . I love you without knowing how or when or from where.* I love you simply, without problems or pride.*  I love you in this way because i don't know any other way of loving you.* Hey! Being deeply loved by you give me strength, while loving you deeply gives me courage. :)) Happy 2nd anniversary :)) Yogyakarta, 21 november 2012 *) by Pablo Neruda

berserah Semakin hari semakin pelik Perih semakin mencekik Langit tak lagi tergapai Waktupun enggan memberi jeda Aku mulai lelah Tapi tak berarti akan menyerah Kusimpuhkan tubuh ini  Pasrah dan berserah Hanya padamu Sang maha segala satu pintaku, beri kami kekuatan dan tetaplah bersama kami. Amin~ yogyakarta, 10 september 2012

I can wait for the right man to come along but in the meantime that still doesn't mean I can't have a wonderful time with all the wrong one. Now I feel so lucky everyday when i'm with you. Being with you like swallowing hot chocolate before it has cooled off. you takes me by surprise at first but keep me warm for a long time. And with you.. Every moment we spend together is a little more than amazing. I admit it! I am a mess without you so.. love me for who I am, not for who I'm not                                            29 april 2012 18:26

Bagi banyak orang waktu berjalan begitu cepat. Tapi baginya waktu berlari. Tak lagi sempat untuk duduk. Atau sekedar tersedu mengadu. Tubuh mungilnya mulai tergopoh mengejar sang waktu yang kian tak tergapai. Baginya tidak perlu ada kata pasrah. Meski harus terseret dan terguling. Ia enggan menyerah. #ibu