Random Thought

G ELAP TAK LAGI MEMBU ATKU LELAP ANGIN SEJUK YANG MERAJUK PU N TAK MENGANTA R KAN KANTUKK U AKU YAKIN INI BUKAN ULAH G ELAS-GELAS KOPI ITU LALU? PILU? SENDU? TIDAK!! AKU MERINDU..   jog, 19.11.13

Bekasi, 19 Agustus 2013 Serupa debu yang erat mendekap bumi Aku diam, hingga harus rela tertiup angin Aku tak pernah berniat untuk lari Namun tak juga sanggup untuk berani Bagimu yang kini entah dimana  Aku masih sama seperti saat kita pertama

I love you. Even after all the sucks story happened yesterday. Am I stupid if I still choose to be with you? The fact is I'm still wants you in my life with a mess you can be, with every hard way to handle you. Am I wrong when I choose the way to forgive you? You know what, your mistake never change my feeling because its the mind that gets angry but the heart still cares. Although your one lie is all it takes me lose my faith in you. Sometime I think about run away from you, not for the sake of letting you realize I'm worth but for me realize my own worth. I'm not perfect but at least I'm not fake.                                                                                   Yogyakarta, June 2013             ...

Manusia adalah makhluk sosial, masing-masing dari kita pasti butuh orang lain untuk kita tetap hidup, tak terkecuali aku. Pernahkah anda merasa hancur? Tentu bukan hancur dalam arti sebenarnya, namun seperti tak lagi berdaya dengan semua yang ada. Perasaan seperti itulah yang saat ini sedang aku alami.Berlebihan rasanya. Tapi memang begitu adanya.

I dont think we will. Ever fully understand. How you touched my life. And made me who I am. You are the keeper of my dream. The man who hold my heart. The one I want to spend my day. I love you I love you more than anything else in this world. And there is nothing that I would like better than to hold on to you forever. But I know its not for the best. So no matter how much my heart is going to break,  I've got to let you go. So you can know just how much I love you. Maybe if I'm lucky, you'll come back to me. But if not, I can make it through this way. I'm sorry, I'm not perfect :))

Did you know why the cupid never grown up? Because it simbolized that love never gets old. Love is something eternal, i think. The aspect may change but not the essence. Its not just looking at each other. Its looking in the same direction. Love is Iike playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules then you must forget the rules and play with your heart. I ever feel it. Life would have been never so beautiful if he wouldnt have come to me. His fingers on my back pep me more than ten cups of coffee can. Even after all these years, being with him means a lot. He is the best smell that i ever smelled.  Sometimes true love can make you hurt too, but trust me where there is a great love there are always wishes. That's the reasons why the cupid throws his arrows to our heart.   Love conquers all. Happy valentine day.

A boxer, M uhammad A li said that Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything. And for me, t hey are ones that knows me as me, understands where I have been, accepted what I have become, and still gently allows me to grow.   They are my best mirror too. No friendship is an accident ; as we have. :))